This feeling toward you is waning.
You didn't reply some of my messages.
And I have not seen you for very long.

But no.
I don't plan to give up.

I like you.
And, I really pray that we can be together.. permanently.

I heard you would come to church service tomorrow.
Not sure how accurate the info I received.
Will I be able to meet you tomorrow...?

Had a dream last night.
I saw you.. but you were with another guy..
My heart froze...

Oh God, I pray Thee, let this dream not come true.
I pray that God would join you to me..
That no man can separate us..

I can't take it anymore.
This longing is sooo unbearable.
Your photo now becomes my lock screen.

I miss you.. so.. much..

Not sure if this is true dream. Or, it is false dream.

Is it the real hope? Or, is it the fake hope?

But I guess, having fake dream is still better than having no dream.

False dream. Fake hope.

It still gives comfort even if it is temporary comfort.

Nevertheless, be it real or fake dream, 

I just want to say.

You are my dream.

What am I fighting for..?
My reason to fight..
I'll protect you, Elie.

I wanna protect, Elie.
From worrying.
From sadness.
From fear.

I'M FIGHTING FOR ELIE!!!!

Initially, I am worried with your spiritual condition.
I thought you had lost the passion for God as you had been away from church for quite some time.
Am really glad to hear you will attend the church service next Saturday.
I may not be able to see you next week. Nevertheless, my prayer is with you...

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for answering my prayer :)

I think by now, almost all cg members know that I like you.
The question is... do you like me...?