Solitude
Solitude
Solitude
My companion, often.

A death knight...
is used to disappointment and solitude..

Duty. Rarely delight.
Dragging the feet to get the job done.

Spreading unholy aura to the atmosphere around me..

A true death knight
desires no delight...

Am I becoming one...?
Or, am I becoming like Job...?

Why is light given to the man whose way is hidden, whom God has hedged in?

I have said to corruption, Thou art my father: to the worm, Thou art my mother and my sister. 

when I become a Hokage..
I will be too busy to think about women...
-Obito Uchiha-

A true death knight
befriends silence and solitude...

Sorry,
S
Really sorry.

Your leader told me you had felt stalked by me.
Really sorry for that...

Perhaps,
I should become a death knight...

for now...

Your leader told me not to like or comment your photos since you do not like it...

And so.

The journey to realization has started..

And perhaps...
I should learn to control my feeling to you, S....
Perhaps I should withdraw myself from you...
Slowly, slowly, the feeling subsides as you ignored my messages...

Slowly slowly,
I am becoming a death knight...

Still, the remnant of my feeling for you is there.

S,
I miss you..

S...
So, you were there last night in the service.
I was happy to greet you before the church service.
Yet, I could not get the chance to talk to you after that..

And recently.
you have not replied to any of my message...

Just want to say..
I will still try to approach you...
A little bit more...

I miss you...

S...
and so, you are back from overseas...
I wonder if you will come to church service later.
Because... I am missing you a lot...

Gotta work hard.
Must be diligent.
I am sure my feeling toward you is a strong fuel for this determination..

S...
I like you a lot...

Every now and then...
My lips whisper your name...
I wonder..
If you feel the same toward me...

I already told your leader that I like you...
She will talk to me once she is back in town...

Is it gonna be good news...? Or, bad news...?

"God wants to surprise you," Pastor Ming said last Saturday.
"Tell God what you want for Christmas."

Truly..
All I want for Christmas..
.... is you...