I..
miss you..
so much..

I..
want you..
so much..

And so..
You did not attend the church service last night...
Heard you would be away in China for 2 weeks...
...
Enjoy your trip..
Miss you so much...

I miss you so much...
Are you going to come to church service this Saturday..?

You look so pretty in your prom photos.
Oh to be more accurate,
you are already pretty to me, even without that gown and make up..

You read my whatsapp message.
Still, you did not reply....

A bad sign.
Really bad.
I experienced it many times in the past..

I told your cell group leader of my feeling to you last Sunday.
She seems ok with that.
After her exam, most likely she and I will really have a talk about my feeling...

I miss you...
miss you ..
miss you..

And so..
My feeling to you has been revealed...
Let's wait and see the outcome..

Missing you lots..

And so..
You did not come to church service..

I miss you.. lots...

And so...
tomorrow is your last day of exam...
Do your best, yea?
Hope I can see you soon...

And somehow,
you did not reply my twitter post to your twitter.

I miss you...

And so..
You didn't come to church last Saturday..
It's alright.
I understand.
You are still busy with exams.

This week your exam will end.
Will you come to church this Saturday?

I am missing you lots.

Though I gaze at your photos every now and then,
they are no substitute for your presence.

You mentioned on twitter you do not know if you like anyone.
Will you like me..?

Currently I am assisting your leader in her study.
One day I will confess to your leader... my feeling.. toward you..

This feeling toward you is waning.
You didn't reply some of my messages.
And I have not seen you for very long.

But no.
I don't plan to give up.

I like you.
And, I really pray that we can be together.. permanently.

I heard you would come to church service tomorrow.
Not sure how accurate the info I received.
Will I be able to meet you tomorrow...?

Had a dream last night.
I saw you.. but you were with another guy..
My heart froze...

Oh God, I pray Thee, let this dream not come true.
I pray that God would join you to me..
That no man can separate us..

I can't take it anymore.
This longing is sooo unbearable.
Your photo now becomes my lock screen.

I miss you.. so.. much..

Not sure if this is true dream. Or, it is false dream.

Is it the real hope? Or, is it the fake hope?

But I guess, having fake dream is still better than having no dream.

False dream. Fake hope.

It still gives comfort even if it is temporary comfort.

Nevertheless, be it real or fake dream, 

I just want to say.

You are my dream.

What am I fighting for..?
My reason to fight..
I'll protect you, Elie.

I wanna protect, Elie.
From worrying.
From sadness.
From fear.

I'M FIGHTING FOR ELIE!!!!

Initially, I am worried with your spiritual condition.
I thought you had lost the passion for God as you had been away from church for quite some time.
Am really glad to hear you will attend the church service next Saturday.
I may not be able to see you next week. Nevertheless, my prayer is with you...

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for answering my prayer :)

I think by now, almost all cg members know that I like you.
The question is... do you like me...?