Am I losing my mind...
Am I..?

Why..
Why..
Why do I still see you.. even when I close my eyes..?

A long lost crush.. A long lost sweet memory..
I thought I had a chance..
In the end.. no, I have no chance.
The door has been sealed..

Gotta learn to trust God even when all the plans are shattered.
Probably. Just probably. I will use the last resort.

There is still another crush..
But will she like me too...?

Silence.
A deafening silence.
Solitude.
I guess in the end, I should learn to walk with God.
Alone with God.

I don't hate darkness...
Darkness is where I was raised.

-Kimimaro Kagoya-

No matter how far and fast I run, I could never catch up with you.
You're the leaves, bathing in the sun.
I am the roots that grow in the dark.

What am I to you?
What do you think of me?

-Danzo Himura-

Can we become more than just friends?
Can we...?
Please, say yes...

Will this dream come to pass?
Will this dream become a reality?
Or, will I be trapped in this phantasm? Am I experiencing illusion right now?

I do not know the answer.
Only God knows... and I trust in my God who takes care of all I need.

A quote from Distance-Long Shot Party

You are my friend.
You are my dream.
I promise to protect you

God takes care of His creation. Even simple creation like the birds of the air.
God takes care of their food and drink. God takes care of their life partners too.
While they still have to work to find food, drink and life partners, there is no need for them to worry.

My God takes care of them.
My God will take care of me too.
The birds never need to worry whom they 'marry'.
I shall not worry too with whom I will marry.